some saturdays
life waltzes away
from me
the loungechair
occupied with laughter until
a moment ago
is now just sitting there
in a deadly shade
deserted and lonely
recently
lifebuoys have been hanging
in the air useless
with
anxious insides riveting
this year’s spring
is hiding
in pockets full of lint
and tobacco residue
while two geese
only two
fly right above my head
honking and telling me
baby we’re not there
no, we’re not there
yet