#dis

dismembered ignorance
bliss
ignoring feelings
only gives them more reasons
to exist

a good day to go mad
today
i spread insanity
on a slice of bread
and chew on what’s left
of myself

signs on my skin
predict thunder
and rain
existence suddenly
smells like exhaust pipes
and melted tar
stupid jokes
crack the asphalt
and seem funny only when
heard from afar

inside my head
i do yoga,
elongate my ribs
enlarge the volume of my
container
only to make it feel
even emptier

freshly shaved
neuronal pubes
emanate a sense of loss
and my stomach
instead of butterflies
it’s festering with
soul-eating moths.